闭关

最近很变态。。。

我。。。迷上了。。。游览部落格！！

真该死，现在是非常时期，考试圣旨驾到，我却像 深深的迷上部落格。

爱上游览朋友的部落格，也籍此令我更想写部落格～～

啊！神呀，救救我吧！

我要忍痛向部落格说声短暂的Bye Bye，要不然是前途向我说Bye Bye～

等着吧，考完试后，我要一字不漏看部落格，还要写很多上载和大家分享。

我要闭关了。

超越极限，愿天下考生共勉之～～

Sorry if I had offense 超屌要道歉～

I would to apologize if I did make you feel unhappy after you viewed my blog.

I am straight forward.

Because…..

I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO “ACT” and I DON’T LIKE TO ACT!!

I am welcoming you to leave any message. Thanks.

我在此道歉，若我的部落格令你感到不愉快。

因为。。。

我很直接。

我不会演戏，我也不喜欢演戏。

戴面具很辛苦。

所以，那些德行与姿态，只有那些演员可以做。

也许你会觉得我很屌，你可以说我跩。

但我欣赏这样的家伙，因为他们自然、没心机、直接。

当然，这样的家伙易得罪人，

都说了他们不会演戏咯。。。

我手写我口。

随时欢迎你的留言。欢迎你的直接。

谢谢。

Troublesome

I am wondering what is in the troublesome person’s brain.

How old are they? Why they can’t think rationally?

I wonder how their parents taught them. I didn’t mean to offense anyone.

Borrow your thing and return the spoil one to you.

White shirt could become yellow shirt.

No need to wash hair after sweating.

Sleep with dust.

Like to see what others doing. Very “8”.

And so on. Too many until can’t list out all.

Suffering.

There is no guy in my campus

Yup, there is no guy in my campus.

It is not a girl school too.

All this male animals are very bad!!

They are not gentlemen.

Selfish, arrogant, annoying, three best words to describe them.

My campus has very little male students and thus they thought they are the king.

They thought they are very handsome??

Male animals in this campus are selfish.

If they want the basketball court, all the girls please get out of it.

They are not guys, probably they should wear skirt.

都不知道他们在跩什么跩，整天摆着屌脸孔。

照镜子吧。

Chinese society’s Annual Dinner 2008

I didn’t make it this year. All of my classmates went except Ean and I.

Both of us don’t like this kind of occasion unless it is meaningful.

But unfortunately this dinner was not something that worth to attend. It was wasting time.

They call this annual dinner as “Majlis Perpisahan” in Mandarin but actually it is somewhere for you to show off if you wish to do so.

Brand new dress and shoes, make up, hairstyle, expose the body. It was suckssss…

And, you must know to “act”, keep smiling.. don’t you think it is tiring?

一场宛如服装秀的聚会，要卖肉、卖笑……

超恶心。

小时候吃的奶都要吐出来了。 ><

心情很低落

有时候，人生真的会痛苦。我知道我还年轻，不能抱怨太多。可是，自己难过也就算了，但我不想伤害无辜。我思考，我当初的决定错了吗？其实我可以不理会，继续我的生活。但我没有允许自己这么做。我得负责，却没有答案、没有决定。

矛盾。无形墙渐渐筑起、伤害越来越深、距离越来越远。
我连叹气的力气都没有。

我一直强逼自己得到答案。逃避感也在作崇。
我很痛苦。我挣扎。

我一直很痛苦。我不再寻觅。
看了《稻香》MV一遍后，心情也舒畅了许多。

周杰伦很棒。原来歌曲可以拯救灵魂。

睏了，明天吧，希望明天有答案。

加油。

I am feeling bad

I feel bad recently.

I have no idea, I do not know what I should do.

I don’t mean to hurt anyone. I can’t figure out anything.

Do you believe in fate?

I wonder about my fate. I am confused.

Just feeling sad and moody.

Can we change the fate? Fight against it? Do I have the ability to do so?

I am wondering. I choose to believe in certain things. I do not know why I am not interested to do anything about it at all. I am surrendering..?

My heart is in pain. My mind is blank. I can’t think of anything. I am those who must make up the mind or get the answer about something confusing before go to sleep.

This is the first time, I don’t have answer and I didn’t force myself to figure out.

I wonder whether I should tell the person about the problem.

I wonder whether I shared with the correct one. I hope I did. I know I did.

Give me sign, show me what to do.

I am feeling bad. I am sad.