19 ， 20 ？

I can't believe that I am turning into 19 years old soon. very soon.

I will be 20 years old for one more year.

20, a figure that make me doubt.

what did i do in the past 19 years?
what did i get?
what did i achieve?
and what did i contribute?

my mind is empty. i am unable to figure out anything.

20, is it mean that I can't be naive anymore? I am mature enough?

but i know,

although my responsibilities are getting heavier,

but i should be relax, look forward and enjoy my life.

thanks, for everyone and everything.