-- 烟花

砰砰砰……砰砰砰……


罕见却熟悉的烟花燃起声响起、烟花争先恐后地升上夜空。

烟花的七彩光亮，照亮了夜空。

正因为烟花的罕见，使人们对它的声响格外熟悉、对它的出现格外期待。

烟花的寿命是如此地短暂，人们对此亦格外珍惜。



是不是所有罕见稀有的事物都令人如此期待？



我籍着烟火的光芒，看见了你眼中的泪水。

它们却没有沿着你的脸颊滑落。


我籍着烟火的声响，听见了你内心的澎湃。

然而，我们却同时沉默着。


** 来点意见吧。谢谢 ^^

看得懂另一创作吗？-- 月色

周六的夜晚，没有星星，有一湾浅浅的月亮。

炎热的夜也会在凌晨转凉。我习惯性的还没睡。我喜欢深夜，静静的夜。我总会闭上双眸、享受大自然虫鸣为我作的乐曲、深呼吸把月夜精华一拼吸入体内。

我喜欢夜。

夜，令我思考。夜深人静的时候，思绪异常清晰，情绪却起伏不定。万籁寂静的夜，偶尔会使人惆怅。

同样的月色下，你还好吗。睡得可安稳。

我常常不经意想起你那纤细的身躯。瘦弱的你，仿佛就像纸片人。这夜，你可有添衣裳。我想，你已经习惯没有床边故事的陪伴下入睡。你长大了。

我应该感到欣慰吗？

看着你的成长，却无法陪伴着你。你不会怨恨我吧。我是多么地想你。

我真的很想，再听你用你那可爱的娃娃音叫我一声。

就那么一次。

可是我只能永远在深夜的窗边伴着你入睡。

而你却永远看不见我。

the 1st stupid motor lesson

I went to there at 8am, the pak cik kept arranging his new students for lecture class.

I had waited for almost 2 hours. Then he asked me to wait some more because no more motor due to a lot of people today. I can't stand it and I told him that I had waited so long. Then he called his daughters to send their house motor here.

Once his daughters arrived, he taught my classmate first. I am always the one to wait. Never mind for that. Finally it was my turn. He sat at the back and taught me. I know nothing about motorcycle u know. I have no basic on it. He kept saying I couldn't control the minyak. Ya, I admited for that because I was so scare and nervous especially during selekoh.
(my friend and senior also surprise and they said never see instructor sit at the back to teach )

After 10 minutes, he told me to learn next time because too many people here today and it was pack and crowded. Urghhhhhhhhhhh........ stupid!!

I was so angry. I had waited so long and I just learned 1o minutes. When someone can't do it, we should encourage them, not saying something that can make the person feel down okay.

I asked senior to teach me. He said 5.30pm later. Keke.

By the way, I am nervous too. Hopefully I will do better.

Gambateh ^^

2nd driving lesson

Oh yea, I just had my 2nd driving lesson today.

The teacher taught me the skill of parking, 3 point turn and "naik bukit". Lol.

Hmm, my parking skill can consider as okay. *clap clap* But somehow I will forget the step. Then he made joke with me and showed me his penumbuk... haha. >.<

Another two skills are not so good... T.T Anyway, I am get used to the clutch already, not as pain as the 1st time. When we stop at the petak kuning of the "naik bukit", we need to tarik hand brek kan? Omg la, I pulled it with both hands pun susah. Kesian...

Next, teacher taught me drove on the road. Yea, so exciting. Haha, I am quite okay la, he said not so bad, then next time boleh dapat not bad liao. Ha-ha..

tomorrow, 1st lesson of motor. Oh, I need to pray.

1st driving lesson..

Oh, I am back from my first driving lesson.

It is tiring.

I can't control the steering well. If can't control the steering well, means you don't think about learning parking or 3 point turn okay.. My foot can't feel how much did I release the clutch. I keep mati engine.. TT..

My legs are in pain. The steering is so difficult to control, it is very hard... I was like someone tak makan nasi, but I am okay with the hand break.

I hope I will do better in the second lesson. Yea, I will cope everything. Gambateh oh ^^

偶然

我偶然
记不起
你对我的坏

我偶然
记得住
我对你的好


我偶然
思考

那短小又遥远的距离
还远吗

而你，
还好吗

想家

星期四的早晨。

很久都没尝试没有早课的日子。
我不喜欢没有早课，因为总会觉得怪怪。
没有早课的时候，偶尔会突然收到简讯说某时上某某的课。
不喜欢那种感觉。


是我太按部就班？习惯跟着规矩走？
一尘……不变？（弟弟说是 一成不变。。paiseh）


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周四。

周五，我要回家。

这几天，忙校刊的事，还通宵。

现在呈上给出版商，等着初稿。

目前可以算是暂时告一段落。

刚才望着窗外灰暗的天空，吃着早餐，想起妈妈。


我跟别人说，做刊物的时候，受讲师的气，还要受下手的气，难道我没有妈妈生的咩？

对呀。

我通宵的时候，想起妈妈，如果她知道我通宵，一定很担心。也许还会难过。


对呀，我也有妈妈生的。凭什么我要受你的气？你们坐得助编这个位，就是要做东西的，不是给副主编看你们的脸色。


现在差不多要出版了，说什么都没用了。


我只，
想念妈妈。