I'm not awarded as The Best Actress..

I'm not a good actor. seriously.

and yet i feel tired to face the actors ant actresses around me. Don't fool others to show off yourself, or being fake. Don't you feel tired?

or I should say, I'm a lousy actor?

I hate people acting fake to me and I hate that I have to do in this way either. what is the purpose and benefit by doing that? self-protect?

over protecting.

God, save the earth. Forgive human being's sins. The flood, earthquake... We take this as a sign, a lesson, and a warn.