Happy Pig Theory

Some interesting theories about human and pigs:

Human = eat + sleep + work + enjoy
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Human = Pigs + work + enjoy
if, Human - enjoy = Pigs + work
in other words,

Human that don't know how to enjoy = pigs that work

Men = eat + sleep + earn money
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Men = Pigs + earn money
therefore, Men - earn money = Pigs
in other words,

Men that don't earn money = Pigs

Women = eat + sleep + spend
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Women = Pigs + spend
therefore, Women - spend = Pigs
In other words,

Women that don't spend = Pigs

Summary:
Men earn money not to let women become pigs!
Women spend not to let men become pigs!

Men + Women = 2 Pigs
Wish all the pigs happy forever.

I'm not awarded as The Best Actress..

I'm not a good actor. seriously.

and yet i feel tired to face the actors ant actresses around me. Don't fool others to show off yourself, or being fake. Don't you feel tired?

or I should say, I'm a lousy actor?

I hate people acting fake to me and I hate that I have to do in this way either. what is the purpose and benefit by doing that? self-protect?

over protecting.

God, save the earth. Forgive human being's sins. The flood, earthquake... We take this as a sign, a lesson, and a warn.

FinAllY

oh, my god, finally exam finish!! cool man!
my laptop having some problem, anti virus problem. annoying.. >.<

i were so stress during this exam. i think i never felt as tension as this time. i don't know why. i were fell sick for many times. couldn't sleep at night. when Sumatera was having earthquake, it affected Seremban. the whole residents in my hostel block ran out from rooms and yelled... == i went to bed at 9pm on that day, the earthquake gegaran was happened at 11pm. i were lying on bed for 2hours but just COULDN'T SLEEP!! ahh... stress...

need to study a lot for each paper. but every paper only got 10 objective questions, 2 structure, 1 essay.. my gosh.. and only got 1 hour and 15 minutes for candidates to answer the paper. maybe you will say SPM also like this .. but the problem is, usually we don't have lecturers to attend class. even if they come, the condition is same without them. irresponsible!! come in and do nothing useful, rubbish! But, except chinese subject lecturer, they are so great..

but honestly, i didn't felt any gegaran.. wakaka ^^

坚强。。

2008年5月13日星期二

昨天考了muet。

还有三张试卷。

近来心情不好，压力很大。是我的要求太高吗？

我不知道，我感觉这次真得很压力，SPM还要轻松。昨天和家人有些摩擦。心里不好受。我很失常。不知要怎样抒发自己的情感。很想哭，但哭不出来。我最讨厌这种感觉。令我感到很无助、彷徨。无力感爬满我的全身。我不断听伤感歌，希望可以籍此引出我的泪水……

心中有块大石。我要将它卸下。这不应是我的包袱。我要活下去。我有我的理想和兴趣要实现。讲师说，你不知道，也许自己曾发愿要来人间走一趟。常说因果，那这辈子的经历，是自己造的果。我前世一定是大坏人，作恶多端。但又侥幸有机会投胎做人，不至于做畜生。

我要坚强。只有我帮到我自己。

exam~~~

快考试了……

进来的情绪似乎起伏不是很大，但也不是很寻常……

有时我会觉得自己花太多时间搞人际关系，很浪费时间，我做回自己就好。

觉得自己真的变的变态起来，总是害怕被人抛在脑后、害怕别人超越…… 自己又没什么付出。沮丧。觉得自己什么都不是、什么都不会。但专家说，人的意志力很重要，一旦沮丧，就会一直意志消沉。所以，我要打起精神，建立信心，加油 ^@^

有时也觉得自己蛮屌的，哈哈！

只想说，今天4月26日，距离考试还有大约两个星期，但却不想碰书，我很矛盾。我在宿舍煮菊花 + 夏枯草 + 乌梅 = 喝凉的 ^^ 菊花很香，mp3 在播放音乐，天气炎热，心情不怎么样。

我不知道自己为什么写部落格。那天看了报章关于部落格的报道，他说部落格要吸引网友游览，首先要有明确的主题。我想了很久，我没什么主题，那就写师范学院的日子吧。可是，我很想记录我的心情，那就双剑合璧吧。

考试先考MUET，可怕吧。但我要勇敢往前飞，雪儿是可以的。12号考了Speaking下午要考华文一……

谢谢你的游览 ^^ thanks for the support and the encouragement. 今晚煮伊面，yeah

加油！！！

2008 年 5月2日

快要考试了，也意味着快要结束一个学期的日子了。还有很多书要读，我一定行的！我要专心，不给那些恶势力打倒。有的人很无聊，要找砸……雪儿加油。

记得便条上的话吗？不要放弃自己！

Kavi said, study hard and make me proud. He has made me feel proud of him, therefore I will make him proud too！ I miss you Kavi ^^

病～

2008年4月27日星期日

生病了…… 吃了叫rapidol的退烧药，似乎没什么效。双脚无力、身体热热的、又觉得冷、没什么力气。中午吃粥，晚上煮伊面。

明天考体育，要做掌上压、sit up、跑2.4 km等等。好像还要抛铅球、跳远…… 怕自己应付不了。但我想应该没事。

最近天气不好，变幻无常，很炎热。昨天喝了凉茶，今天就病了，拨电回家，妈妈说是凉茶逼出体内的热，所以就病了。要好好照顾自己，关电话之前妈妈不忘叮咛着。在外头要好好照顾自己，没有母亲的照顾，怎样都是不一样。在外头生病了，还要自己料理吃的，还要自己洗衣。家都是温暖的。

加油，打倒病魔。