Swatch

This is the original swatch watch that my brother gave to me during my birthday. I took pictures of it at few days ago.

我很喜欢这只手表，因为它包含了弘凯和我之间的姐弟情、我们的回忆、和他的心意。真的很感谢他，出现在我的生命中，带给我无限的快乐与回忆。

歌：Nice Songs

I would like to introduce some nice songs and albums to you!

As we all know, we are paying too less of concentration to our local artists. They are not as popular as other country artists. They are really hard to survive. Recently my sister had brought two albums back to home. They are potential local singers which are able to create their own songs.

As you can see, the girl’s name is Genie and the guy is Keon 佳旺. He is really talented. This album got their signatures on it.

You may see Xin Yan欣彦and Keon佳旺singing at Wing’s Café on every Monday 9pm at Kepong. The Wing’s Café is located near to the Kepong Jusco.

This is Xin Yan 欣彦, her songs are really nice. You may listen to one of her songs in the 10.00am weekdays drama on tv2.

I went to Wing's cafe and met them.. OMG, Xin Yan is so pretty than picture! They sang very well^^

Thanks for the support. ^@^

My Laptop

I have bought a laptop for the usage of studies at few months ago. Just took it pictures at few days ago when I was free.

As you can see, it is Compaq brand. The mouse is Logitech brand.

I love this picture among them. Look classic and cool. Ha-ha ^@^

I feel extremely unhappy..

I am going to start my third semester. But I do not have the strength. I do not know why. I doubt about my future. I doubt. I do doubt.

I do not know whether I have made the right decision. Maybe I should gain another life, a totally different life.

I have no idea. I really feel sad.

Suddenly I remember about what Vincent have told me before. I am still keeping his message.

Vincent said, actually if you think next time when you work that time.. Your job won’t make you happy.. Then you can actually find a hobby to do after working to keep you happy.. Away from stress.. That’s the best.. Important is you can generate income for the family legally.. :) this is what I am trying to tell..

My tears keep flowing down on my face.

Suddenly my heart fulfill with warmness…………

Jamie

8^th June, 2008, Sunday

We had a BBQ gathering on yesterday at Kepong. It was for Jamie. She will be going to Melbourne on 7^th July for her studies.

I met up with a lot of form 5 classmates on yesterday. Overall, they are still similar with last time. But of course they do change in some aspects. Mostly will be appearance. They are really become another person, they have change from top to toe. Become pretty and handsome. I am still the same, outdated. Ha-ha.

Everyone is stepping on the different paths of life. Most of them are taking diploma course in college. Finance, accounting, marketing, business, engineering, broadcasting, they are taking variety courses in different colleges. I wonder how college life is. I will never have the chance to experience it.

Teng has graduated from her LCCI course, waiting for the result and looking forward for the ACCA course. She has potential in calculation. Wan is working and still figure out what course should she takes. Hong is taking interior design course if I am not mistaken, and working at the same time. He is a passionate and determined person, his highest paid was RM8/9k. Yuvaraj and Joel are running the Elken business besides of studying. I was really surprised that Ben talked to me. We were not in the same class during form 5 but same class in additional math tuition class. He gave me a cool and arrogant impression last time. I am sorry if Ben sees this, ha-ha. But yesterday he talked to me. We were just asked about studies. He is taking a human resource course in college currently. Others are just studying as usual. I hope all of them will do well in what they are doing and achieve what they have targeted for.

Let’s talk about the main character, Jamie. We sat together in the same class for two years. She is a kind person. She can get along with everyone easily. She is a very good listener, helpful and cute. I am glad that I have the chance to know her, and became friends. I would like to thank her for helping me, concern about me. She is indeed a good friend that I have ever met.

I did not talk much to her yesterday. I did not know what to talk. She is leaving for two years. How if she stays at there and continue her life there? If she really does so, I am glad that she makes the right decision for staying at oversea. I know we surely have the chance to meet again. And by that time, we will feel really happy for that.

一位友人曾说，好朋友是即使没有话题时也不会觉得尴尬。我觉得很有意思。希望我们再见面时，不会觉得尴尬，一个眼神、一个微笑，都足以表达内心的千言万语。Jamie，希望你到了Melbourne会好好照顾自己，不要忘记我们。我真的很高兴能认识你。谢谢你在我生命中留下的足迹，为我的生命增添色彩。加油。为生活，为友谊干杯！祝你一路顺风，前程似锦，一切安康。

Feedback

1st June 2008, Sunday

I still have two weeks of holiday. I didn’t go back home for around 1 month.

Just simply surfed internet today, checked mails and messages. Besides that, I had checked and replied all the comments and messages from friends in friendster. I had signed up an account in face book not longer ago. I had nothing to do today so I just logged in and checked about it.

I think I am outdated. I do not know how to “play” face book. It seems more complicated compare with friendster. Any volunteer to teach?

Just view my own blog after that. I was really surprised that I received comments from friends!! Honestly really feel paiseh for writing in English, because I am not good in English. Or maybe I should say I am poor in this national language. I know there is a lot of grammar mistakes and errors, sorry for that. But, there is something that we could not tell in English. There is something that will be more meaningful and effective if we write in Chinese. 讲师曾说过，中文的力量很大。好比说一个“义”字。这个字包含了中华人民五千年的中华文化广大的意义。英文没有一个字可以真正翻译“义”字的含义。 I want to express my feelings and views in English because I want to share, some of my friends do not know mandarin. It is good to share, give others and yourself a chance to know yourself better.

朋友，谢谢诸位的鼎力支持。Thanks ^@^

Relationship

27th May 2008, Tuesday

My bus was at 9am. We reached Stesen Bas Langgar at around 8.45am. The bus station’s name is special right? At 9.15am, finally my bus came.
It was another long journey. My seat was comfortable. I was fall asleep very soon. Some people even snored in the bus.

During the journey, I saw a lot of things. The bus passed by Machang, Gua Musang. I saw a lot of oil palm and rubber trees. I knew that I reached Pahang. The bus passed by Jerantut. I went to here for a leadership camp when I was in form 4. Then I passed by Genting Highland. I knew, I will reach my house very soon.

I keep thinking during this journey. I had spent 3 days at my friend’s hometown. Not to say unhappy, but I think I did not enjoyed it very much. I felt I was forgotten by them at most of the time. Perhaps I was just too sensitive. I hope I was.

At least, I had experienced new things, new food, and new culture. There are a lot of important things that awaiting me to do, therefore I should not care about the small matter. I will be smiling whenever I think about my hometown’s friends. They are really treating me good, sincere. I like being with them. I love them.

Sometimes, it does not mean that you will gain what you wish after you put all the effort in it. Relationship is like this too. Every relationship needs the support of two parties. It will be “game over” if one of the parties let go and stop continue. It is hurt, but we can’t force them. But at least we tried. Let it be a part of our memory.

Just let it be.