I feel extremely unhappy..

I am going to start my third semester. But I do not have the strength. I do not know why. I doubt about my future. I doubt. I do doubt.

I do not know whether I have made the right decision. Maybe I should gain another life, a totally different life.

I have no idea. I really feel sad.

Suddenly I remember about what Vincent have told me before. I am still keeping his message.

Vincent said, actually if you think next time when you work that time.. Your job won’t make you happy.. Then you can actually find a hobby to do after working to keep you happy.. Away from stress.. That’s the best.. Important is you can generate income for the family legally.. :) this is what I am trying to tell..

My tears keep flowing down on my face.

Suddenly my heart fulfill with warmness…………